The day after my mother found out (i think) and after the nerve-wracking text she sent me, i got a chance to "talk" to her.

We didn't actually talk (hence the quotation marks), but i guess that should suffice.

I approached her, and i said, "Ma, thank you." Then i kissed her on the cheek.

She said, "Sige baby".

And that was that. The was the first time i really kissed my mom on the cheek for a long long time.

It felt good.

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We got to jam yesterday. Although we were'nt complete, it was really fun.

We have two new songs on the way. The first one is near completion (lyrics na lang) and the other one, wala pa, just chord combinations that sound good.

Marlowe said (and i agreed) that it had a feel of "abysmal bliss". Yung parang naglalakad ka after the war, buhay ka tas ang ganda ng sunrise at ung sky sobrang blue. meron pang flowers sa daan. kaso nakapaligid sayo, mga patay mong comrades, sabog ung mga katawan at hindi makilala ung mga mukha. ikaw lang magisa ung buhay.

Ganung feel.

Sorry, ganun ung lumalabas sa akin eh. I guess i sort of feel that way right now.

Sige sige, i need to get back to fixing my life.
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currently listening to: Apology - Alesana
currently reading: Hamlet - Shakespeare
currently feeling: blah